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Wednesday, July 31, 2013
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Thursday, March 21, 2013
REVIEW of SHELTER - A film by Jonah Markowitz
Reviewed by Robert M. Tilendis
here! Films, 2007
ASIN: B0013D8LCW; US $24.98
I first saw Shelter on its theatrical release in 2007. The film had gotten raves when shown at "Reeling" (Chicago's gay and lesbian film festival), and I was in the mood for a nice boy-meets-boy story. The film is a little more than that.
Zach (Trevor Wright) dreamed of going to Cal Arts (the California Institute of the Arts), but family obligations got in the way - his mother died, his father's not in good shape after injuring his back, and his sister Jeanne (Tina Holmes) is working her way through a string of boyfriends while Zach seems to be the one who's actually raising her son, Cody (Jackson Wurth), who's soon to start kindergarten. Zach spends his time, when not at his dead-end job as a short order cook, doing street art and surfing. His best friend Gabe (Ross Thomas), who comes from the high-rent district, is off on an extended trip, but while Gabe's away his older brother Shaun (Brad Rowe) is down from L.A. Shaun taught Zach to surf. Shaun is also gay, but that doesn't stop Zach from spending time with him. The inevitable happens, but the road there is more than a little roug
Read the full review on Wilde Oats.
About the reviewer:
Robert M. Tilendis is a writer and artist from Chicago. Although he seldom leaves the city these days (maintaining stoutly that in addition to being one of the liveliest places you can live -- City Hall alone is worth the price of admission -- it's also one of the most beautiful cities in the world), he's made his presence felt worldwide through Hunter at Random, his blog; Booklag, his online journal; and his work at Sleeping Hedgehog, where he is Editor, Green Man Review, and Epinions.
Somehow, he finds time to watch movies
here! Films, 2007
ASIN: B0013D8LCW; US $24.98
I first saw Shelter on its theatrical release in 2007. The film had gotten raves when shown at "Reeling" (Chicago's gay and lesbian film festival), and I was in the mood for a nice boy-meets-boy story. The film is a little more than that.
Zach (Trevor Wright) dreamed of going to Cal Arts (the California Institute of the Arts), but family obligations got in the way - his mother died, his father's not in good shape after injuring his back, and his sister Jeanne (Tina Holmes) is working her way through a string of boyfriends while Zach seems to be the one who's actually raising her son, Cody (Jackson Wurth), who's soon to start kindergarten. Zach spends his time, when not at his dead-end job as a short order cook, doing street art and surfing. His best friend Gabe (Ross Thomas), who comes from the high-rent district, is off on an extended trip, but while Gabe's away his older brother Shaun (Brad Rowe) is down from L.A. Shaun taught Zach to surf. Shaun is also gay, but that doesn't stop Zach from spending time with him. The inevitable happens, but the road there is more than a little roug
Read the full review on Wilde Oats.
About the reviewer:
Robert M. Tilendis is a writer and artist from Chicago. Although he seldom leaves the city these days (maintaining stoutly that in addition to being one of the liveliest places you can live -- City Hall alone is worth the price of admission -- it's also one of the most beautiful cities in the world), he's made his presence felt worldwide through Hunter at Random, his blog; Booklag, his online journal; and his work at Sleeping Hedgehog, where he is Editor, Green Man Review, and Epinions.
Somehow, he finds time to watch movies
Friday, March 15, 2013
Happy Birthday, Aubrey Beardsley!
March 16, 1898 – AUBREY BEARDSLEY, English illustrator and author, died (b: 1872): Aubrey Beardsley was the most controversial artist of the Art Nouveau era, renowned for his dark and perverse images and the grotesque erotica, which were the main themes of his later work. Some of his drawings, inspired by Japanese shunga, featured enormous genitalia. His most famous erotic illustrations were on themes of history and mythology, including his illustrations for Aristophanes' Lysistrata and Oscar Wilde's Salome.
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Wednesday, March 13, 2013
REVIEW OF HORROR: DARK AND LITE by Anel Viz
Reviewed by Christopher Hawthorne Moss
Silver Publishing, 2012
Vol. 1 197 pp. ; Vol. 2 118 pp.
Anel Viz proves himself master of yet another genre, this time horror, and likewise puts his individual stamp on it. Besides including stories with gay themes, you simply cannot expect any formulae with this author. Someday this reviewer will find a predictable story in a Viz work, then will examine the book to discover that the cover has the author's name incorrect. In other words, fasten your seat belts, it's going to be a bumpy ride with no certain destination.
The two volumes are each assigned the dark side of horror and the lighter side of horror. In each the horror is not always your typical modern horror story. Yes, there is a serial killer. There are Undead. There is a stalker of sorts, and there might be an alien. You may run into a couple shapeshifters, though hardly your garden variety of those. Even the convention of horror being actual, as perceived by the individual being dogged by it, cannot be assumed. In one story, for instance, the fearful situation proves to be quite everyday and simply being perceived as frightening.
Links to these nooks and more great reviews at Wilde Oats.
Volume 1: Dark Horror
Val
In a tale told in a frank and daring style, Brad has become obsessed with an ex-lover named Val whom he found years later dying of AIDS. He begins to bring home prostitutes whom he makes dress and behave like Val. When he meets a young man who not only looks like his obsession but is named Val, he begins what seems to be a long-term relationship. The puzzling fact of the new Val starting to dwindle physically, becoming ill, leads to a mystery only the lover can solve. Other writers may ponder whether and how to inject sex into their stories, but Viz refreshingly uses sex to develop the very composition. The use of the men's sexual encounters and how they shift, change and ultimately fall apart is as unique as it is a skillful bit of storytelling. With a touch of "Pygmalion" and "Picture of Dorian Gray", Viz exhibits his dependable literary artistry.
Slasher
Lou awakes in a gay bathhouse and is ordered to join many others being interrogated by the police. A guest has had his throat cut and they are all under suspicion. Along with Lou is Jamie, a young man who works at the baths who, it seems, saw the murderer. When other similar deaths occur which point to the young man being either the slasher or his intended victim, our narrator does what he can to protect him and falls in love. In this Hitchcock-like story the reader must gather the loose ends of numerous clues to the identity of the killer, never knowing which is germane and which is a red herring. How better to sustain suspense?
The Matador
Three protagonists take center stage in this story of doomed love in a Spain in transition from a fascist to an open society. Soledad is a woman who has been used and cast off too many times. Adulio is the innocent who seems her best chance at happiness, until she begins to suspect her brother Luis, a dashing matador, wants to steal him from her. In the meantime something strange is happening to Adulio, a change that affects more than just his sexuality. Viz shapes the romance around the characters and their expectations, adding the mystery with a light hand and delivering a well woven triskelion of interlocking hopes and dreams.
Volume 2: Horror Lite
A Layover at Atatürk International
Airline passengers in Turkey watch dejectedly as their plane flies off for repairs with their luggage. The officials bus them to a hotel where they bunk two by two, thrown together with none of their belongings for who knows how long. Chase manages to get himself an attractive roommate, Viet Bloedrank, that he can only hope shares his tastes in bedmates. It does not take him long to discover "taste" is just the word for it. If you are expecting something sinister is going on, you soon learn that Viz can make the Undead just an everyday seeker of happiness.
Coffee and Aftershave
Skyler always arranges first dates at a coffee shop, and as the story begins he hopes the next one with Claude will prove to be a keeper. Earlier, though, he is unnerved by the fellow who sits next to him on the commuter train, a man who makes a great deal out of his aftershave and asks him if he has ever "done it" with a man. When he arrives at his stop, he notices the man is following him. Worse, when he meets with Claude the man shows up and follows them, Claude revealing that he has seen the man before too. The coincidence creeps out Claude too much to make love. It looks like Skyler's hopes with Claude are dashed. Skyler proceeds to make dates with other men, all of whom reveal having been followed by the strange fellow. It might be misleading to assume a typical horror plot is underway, but then it is always a mistake to assume anything typical is going on in Viz's work. The reader will be presented with something odd, but not what he thinks is happening.
Bryce Olson is Pregnant
When checking on Bryce, an acquaintance Russell has always had a yen for, he finds him holed up in his apartment hiding from aliens, convinced he has been impregnated by one in the form of his boyfriend, Ken. Russell decides to humor the man, mostly because he is concerned for his friend's sanity. He puts up with the anal probe stories and paranoia, but when the paranoid man and he perform an informal survey of the men from their community and discover that they all had sex with Ken and, when asked to explain why, all give the answer "it just sort of happened," Russ begins to wonder if Bryce isn't right about the man. Viz leads the reader through the process of investigation and its realignment of Russell's reactions gradually. The confrontation scene is priceless and handled by the author with a shrug and a smile.
The Stray
John has noticed that the cool dog that shows up at the door never seems to be in the area when his lover Farkas is there. At the same time he starts to meet some of his lovers' friends and family in an unusual bar. They all seem fascinated, even obsessed by the full moon, and he too starts to enjoy the wild camping parties in the woods. This was this reviewer's favorite story, enjoying not only the comfortable pace but the hilarious wordplay and jokes that Viz has planted. A Hungarian to English dictionary might add to your enjoyment.
What next is on Anel Viz's literary to do list? His fans can only wait and see, poised on the edge of their proverbial seats.
Links to these nooks and more great reviews at Wilde Oats.
Silver Publishing, 2012
Vol. 1 197 pp. ; Vol. 2 118 pp.
Anel Viz proves himself master of yet another genre, this time horror, and likewise puts his individual stamp on it. Besides including stories with gay themes, you simply cannot expect any formulae with this author. Someday this reviewer will find a predictable story in a Viz work, then will examine the book to discover that the cover has the author's name incorrect. In other words, fasten your seat belts, it's going to be a bumpy ride with no certain destination.
The two volumes are each assigned the dark side of horror and the lighter side of horror. In each the horror is not always your typical modern horror story. Yes, there is a serial killer. There are Undead. There is a stalker of sorts, and there might be an alien. You may run into a couple shapeshifters, though hardly your garden variety of those. Even the convention of horror being actual, as perceived by the individual being dogged by it, cannot be assumed. In one story, for instance, the fearful situation proves to be quite everyday and simply being perceived as frightening.
Links to these nooks and more great reviews at Wilde Oats.
Volume 1: Dark Horror
Val
In a tale told in a frank and daring style, Brad has become obsessed with an ex-lover named Val whom he found years later dying of AIDS. He begins to bring home prostitutes whom he makes dress and behave like Val. When he meets a young man who not only looks like his obsession but is named Val, he begins what seems to be a long-term relationship. The puzzling fact of the new Val starting to dwindle physically, becoming ill, leads to a mystery only the lover can solve. Other writers may ponder whether and how to inject sex into their stories, but Viz refreshingly uses sex to develop the very composition. The use of the men's sexual encounters and how they shift, change and ultimately fall apart is as unique as it is a skillful bit of storytelling. With a touch of "Pygmalion" and "Picture of Dorian Gray", Viz exhibits his dependable literary artistry.
Slasher
Lou awakes in a gay bathhouse and is ordered to join many others being interrogated by the police. A guest has had his throat cut and they are all under suspicion. Along with Lou is Jamie, a young man who works at the baths who, it seems, saw the murderer. When other similar deaths occur which point to the young man being either the slasher or his intended victim, our narrator does what he can to protect him and falls in love. In this Hitchcock-like story the reader must gather the loose ends of numerous clues to the identity of the killer, never knowing which is germane and which is a red herring. How better to sustain suspense?
The Matador
Three protagonists take center stage in this story of doomed love in a Spain in transition from a fascist to an open society. Soledad is a woman who has been used and cast off too many times. Adulio is the innocent who seems her best chance at happiness, until she begins to suspect her brother Luis, a dashing matador, wants to steal him from her. In the meantime something strange is happening to Adulio, a change that affects more than just his sexuality. Viz shapes the romance around the characters and their expectations, adding the mystery with a light hand and delivering a well woven triskelion of interlocking hopes and dreams.
Volume 2: Horror Lite
A Layover at Atatürk International
Airline passengers in Turkey watch dejectedly as their plane flies off for repairs with their luggage. The officials bus them to a hotel where they bunk two by two, thrown together with none of their belongings for who knows how long. Chase manages to get himself an attractive roommate, Viet Bloedrank, that he can only hope shares his tastes in bedmates. It does not take him long to discover "taste" is just the word for it. If you are expecting something sinister is going on, you soon learn that Viz can make the Undead just an everyday seeker of happiness.
Coffee and Aftershave
Skyler always arranges first dates at a coffee shop, and as the story begins he hopes the next one with Claude will prove to be a keeper. Earlier, though, he is unnerved by the fellow who sits next to him on the commuter train, a man who makes a great deal out of his aftershave and asks him if he has ever "done it" with a man. When he arrives at his stop, he notices the man is following him. Worse, when he meets with Claude the man shows up and follows them, Claude revealing that he has seen the man before too. The coincidence creeps out Claude too much to make love. It looks like Skyler's hopes with Claude are dashed. Skyler proceeds to make dates with other men, all of whom reveal having been followed by the strange fellow. It might be misleading to assume a typical horror plot is underway, but then it is always a mistake to assume anything typical is going on in Viz's work. The reader will be presented with something odd, but not what he thinks is happening.
Bryce Olson is Pregnant
When checking on Bryce, an acquaintance Russell has always had a yen for, he finds him holed up in his apartment hiding from aliens, convinced he has been impregnated by one in the form of his boyfriend, Ken. Russell decides to humor the man, mostly because he is concerned for his friend's sanity. He puts up with the anal probe stories and paranoia, but when the paranoid man and he perform an informal survey of the men from their community and discover that they all had sex with Ken and, when asked to explain why, all give the answer "it just sort of happened," Russ begins to wonder if Bryce isn't right about the man. Viz leads the reader through the process of investigation and its realignment of Russell's reactions gradually. The confrontation scene is priceless and handled by the author with a shrug and a smile.
The Stray
John has noticed that the cool dog that shows up at the door never seems to be in the area when his lover Farkas is there. At the same time he starts to meet some of his lovers' friends and family in an unusual bar. They all seem fascinated, even obsessed by the full moon, and he too starts to enjoy the wild camping parties in the woods. This was this reviewer's favorite story, enjoying not only the comfortable pace but the hilarious wordplay and jokes that Viz has planted. A Hungarian to English dictionary might add to your enjoyment.
What next is on Anel Viz's literary to do list? His fans can only wait and see, poised on the edge of their proverbial seats.
Links to these nooks and more great reviews at Wilde Oats.
Friday, March 8, 2013
EXCERPT - AN ISLAND INTERLUDE by Anel Viz
All he wanted was to rest , soak up some rays, get some underwater sightseeing done, come back to his RL refreshed. Sometimes when you least expect it, someone swims into your life.
Read the whole story, An Island Interlude at Wilde Oats.
About the author
Anel Viz is a regular contributor to Wilde Oats. A native New Yorker transplanted with only mild success to the Midwest and who has spent much of life in French-speaking countries, returned to his childhood passion of writing fiction and poetry a few years ago. He looks forward to devoting himself to it full time, having recently retired from college teaching. He writes in a variety of genres and enjoys pushing the envelope, both in his literary experiments and his treatment of sex. In addition to his Wilde Oats stories, his publications include 4 novels, 3 novellas, 7 short stories, 3 prose poem cycles, and Kaleidoscope, a short-story anthology. His 2-volume anthology, Horror, Dark & Lite, was released by Silver Publishing at Halloween.
website: http://bookworld.editme.com/AnelViz
Artwork by Kit Moss. |
EXCERPT
I more than half expected him to rip off his clothes as soon as we reached open water, but he only kicked off his shoes and socks. I watched him from the deck as he stood at the wheel in his white shorts and short-sleeved shirt, a white captain’s cap on his head. And he was wearing a watch.
I more than half expected him to rip off his clothes as soon as we reached open water, but he only kicked off his shoes and socks. I watched him from the deck as he stood at the wheel in his white shorts and short-sleeved shirt, a white captain’s cap on his head. And he was wearing a watch.
I had no trouble
visualizing the body underneath his clothing.
Short (five foot five at most, maybe five-six), narrow-waisted and slim
with the gentle musculature we call a “swimmer’s build”, the even tan on his
smooth, unblemished skin, his back and chest hairless, forearms and legs almost
so, and just a faint trail of fine hairs running from his navel to the sparse
curls capping a crotch he might have shaved.
“Are you sure someone
hasn’t come by and run off with the blankets and whatever else you keep there?”
“Not a chance. No one knows the island even exists except
me.”
“And now I will, too.”
“But not where it is.”
He was right. With no view of the compass I had no idea
where we were headed nor any way of taking our bearings. If I had to steer by the sun and stars I’d be
lost.
It took us nearly three
hours to reach his island. No wonder he
wanted to get such an early start! In the
beginning we passed dozens of small islands, most of them flat and apparently
uninhabited, though there may have been homes built on some of them. They were too distant for me to make out
details like that; he kept well out to open sea. As we approached the end of our trip there
was not an island in sight. I knew we
had reached the island when for the first time he headed straight toward land.
Friday Cay was as small
as any of them, perhaps two or three square miles in all, but the terrain was
hillier and more varied. We had not come
close enough to the others to tell for sure, but it may have had a more
irregular shoreline as well, which would make for better snorkeling.
We pulled around a reef
to anchor along a beachless section of the shore. As far as I could see, there was no spot
suitable for camping. “We hike to the
lean-to,” he said. “It’s not far. I built it just above a nice stretch of
beach, but I always leave my boat here.
It’s more sheltered.”
“And we’re supposed to
swim to shore holding the food over our heads to keep it dry?”
“Silly. And you think I’d swim dragging our liquor
supply in a net behind me? We paddle in
using the inflatable.”
“So you brought liquor,
did you? I expected you would. Vodka for your martinis?”
“No, rum. It fits the castaway scenario better, and
it’s a hell of a lot cheaper too. Okay,
time to get undressed. From here on no
more than flip-flops for the walk and a tee-shirt in case you need to protect
your back from the sun.”
“Mightn’t it get chilly
at night? I brought a sweatshirt.”
“Unlikely. You can bring it, but you can’t wear it. I have one in the storage bin too.”
“And what about a hat?”
“Hats are allowed.”
We loaded what we’d
need into the life raft. I asked,
“Shouldn’t we take the first-aid kit too?”
“I keep one in the
storage bin.”
We pulled the raft up
above the high-water line, put on our backpacks and headed up a steep
rise. At the top we turned to the right
and followed a natural path back down to the beach, about three-quarters of a
mile from where we’d cast anchor. I felt
not a breath of wind on the island, though it had been blowing pretty strongly
on the open sea, and if you looked back you saw the water far out was choppy.
The vegetation was
fairly thick, but not high. There were
even a few trees. I wondered if we’d be
doing some hiking around the island.
“Nothing much to see,”
he said. “If you look out from the highest point there’s nothing but empty
ocean on all sides, and the island itself is just as empty. Why bother?”
However, by the time I left I had walked every inch of it.
We spent the day
snorkeling, splashing around in the ocean, and of course drinking. We wrestled a bit in the surf, but he made no
advances, paid no attention to my body, and kept his speech free of the sexual
innuendo to which I had become accustomed.
Had I misjudged him, or was it his turn to tease me? If so, I deserved it. Now it was my turn to be wary.
But when we returned at
night and lay naked under the blankets, the tarp-covered lean-to roof above us,
the embers of our fire glowing ten feet away, he asked, “Aren’t you going to
kiss me goodnight?”
Read the whole story, An Island Interlude at Wilde Oats.
Read the whole story, An Island Interlude at Wilde Oats.
Anel Viz is a regular contributor to Wilde Oats. A native New Yorker transplanted with only mild success to the Midwest and who has spent much of life in French-speaking countries, returned to his childhood passion of writing fiction and poetry a few years ago. He looks forward to devoting himself to it full time, having recently retired from college teaching. He writes in a variety of genres and enjoys pushing the envelope, both in his literary experiments and his treatment of sex. In addition to his Wilde Oats stories, his publications include 4 novels, 3 novellas, 7 short stories, 3 prose poem cycles, and Kaleidoscope, a short-story anthology. His 2-volume anthology, Horror, Dark & Lite, was released by Silver Publishing at Halloween.
website: http://bookworld.editme.com/AnelViz
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
EXCERPT: Fat Faggots Offer Drugs for Sex. by Thomas Kearnes
Artwork by Kit Moss |
EXCERPT
Dewey gazed dumbly at the baggie he held. He and Margene certainly could use the cash. Dewey, however, possessed so little imagination he couldn't fathom life if dealing drugs became his second career. He couldn't imagine anything better than what fate God had coldly tossed in his lap. Margene would want him to walk two miles for more Virginia Slims once Christopher left.
Impatient, Christopher snatched both the baggie and the pipe. "I told you," he said, "I'm on a tight schedule."
"We won't need to smoke it all," Dewey said too quickly. "It's strong stuff. You can take the rest home like I promised." He paused. "Does your girlfriend smoke it, too?"
"I thought you hadn't tried this."
Dewey's heart dropped into his stomach. He felt himself sinking onto the bed, his head bowed like a puppy gruffly disciplined for pissing inside the house. Now he knows I'm a liar, Dewey thought. Nobody likes liars. Dewey summoned the courage to glance at Christopher and was relieved to discover his guest ignoring him, too busy loading the pipe with a fat white crystal.
Dewey pretended he hadn't been caught. To his relief, Christopher pocketed the baggie after finishing the bowl and produced a disposable lighter. Dewey watched in rapture as the immense and bright rolls of white smoke escaped his lips. He had always found it deeply erotic to watch men expel crystal meth smoke. He liked to imagine those same mouths ravenous for his own ignored cock. The last man who had sucked him off was so inept that Dewey developed a rash from the irritation.
Christopher took five hits from the pipe before offering it to Dewey, but Dewey didn't mind. After all, Christopher was under no obligation to share. One or two of the men Dewey had serviced hadn't shared at all. Dewey took an enormous hit, sucking on the stem until gasping for breath. He exhaled an endless procession of white smoke, and Christopher chuckled. "Damn impressive, big boy," he said.
"I can do a lot of cool shit with my mouth."
"Let me see that pipe again."
They passed it back in forth, Christopher always taking more hits than Dewey on each rotation. They finished the first bowl and began another. Once that bowl was cashed, Dewey succumbed to the sensation of floating atop a jet stream, fluttering over the continent. For a moment, he forgot Christopher stood before him. The sound of a zipper opening slapped him back to reality. There was the business of the blowjob.
"Get on your knees, big boy," Christopher said with surprising softness. "It's what you want, right?"
"I'm an expert at getting guys off."
"Like I said, you fat boys are the best-kept secret on the internet."
Dewey couldn't understand why no matter how differently his tricks behaved, the experience of sucking their dicks never changed. Soon after beginning, Dewey lost himself in a torrent of silent commands and stern warnings of how devastating it would feel to fail the man in his mouth. (There was no ecstasy until Dewey deluded himself into believing, as always, that sexual subservience all alone can bring one joy.)
Christopher actually warned him before he came. Dewey slipped the man's erect cock from his mouth and let the semen splatter his face. Dewey excused himself and quickly washed his face in the bathroom. He didn't want to return and find the bedroom empty, as if the encounter had occurred solely in his imagination. When he did return, he found Christopher lying on his back atop the bed. He wasn't relaxed, though. Dewey noticed the tension in his limbs, his jaw. He dreaded this part of each encounter with a new man.
READ the entire story at Wilde Oats.
About the author
Thomas Kearnes is a 35-year-old author from East Texas. He is an atheist and an Eagle Scout. Despite often writing about gay themes, he has enjoyed mainstream success in venues such as PANK, Storyglossia, SmokeLong Quarterly, Night Train, JMWW Journal, Word Riot, Eclectica, wigleaf, 3 AM Magazine, Prick of the Spindle, Underground Voices and elsewhere. He has also maintained a presence in the gay literary scene with appearances in Blithe House Quarterly, Velvet Mafia, Gay Flash Fiction, Harrington's Gay Men's Literary Quarterly, Cleis Press anthologies, Pink Narcissus Press, ManLoveRomance Press and the much-anticipated debut issue of Educe Journal. He is a columnist for Flash Fiction Chronicles and a two-time Pushcart Prize nominee. He is currently on work at a personal website that will archive his published works. Until then, he can be contacted at trkearnes@yahoo.com or through Facebook. He loves hearing from readers
Monday, February 25, 2013
EXCERPT: Closer to Fine, by John Jay Buol
(The following is from the current issue of Wilde Oats. To read the full story by John Jay Buol, go directly to the story HERE.)
My parents arrived for Thanksgiving with my sister in tow and, as a special surprise to me, my grandmother. Cindy confided to me that Grammy had warned her that the folks at home would be burning crosses on her lawn when they found out about me, and that if they could not change my mind with this visit I would be cut out of the family will. I guess she had come to take part in a gay intervention. I hoped the rest of them had slightly less aggressive agendas.
I found them at their Santa Monica hotel the afternoon of their arrival, and I decided to walk them down the Third Street Promenade. It was a perfect, blue-sky L.A. day. After fifteen minutes of strolling, we picked an Italian place that had a table available outside. We-everyone but Grammy, who wasn't ready to face me yet-sat silently and looked over the menu. The waiter came, we ordered, and when the menus had been collected, the conversation turned to the weather and how the local teams had been faring in football. I could tell the "topic of interest" was being politely ignored, and I gathered my strength. It was time to throw down.
"So, Dad," I began. He was sitting directly across the table. "I guess we should talk about me being gay."
Silence. We all sort of tried to look at one another. Clearly everyone was surprised by my outburst.
Dad had not expected to be challenged in such a manner, and I could tell Cindy was looking away, perhaps to stifle a laugh. I looked desperately toward her for support. She looked at my father.
He said, "Well, Jay, all I have to say is: if you're going to do that, you might as well kill somebody."
I think my sister's bread fell out of her mouth.
****
My parents arrived for Thanksgiving with my sister in tow and, as a special surprise to me, my grandmother. Cindy confided to me that Grammy had warned her that the folks at home would be burning crosses on her lawn when they found out about me, and that if they could not change my mind with this visit I would be cut out of the family will. I guess she had come to take part in a gay intervention. I hoped the rest of them had slightly less aggressive agendas.
I found them at their Santa Monica hotel the afternoon of their arrival, and I decided to walk them down the Third Street Promenade. It was a perfect, blue-sky L.A. day. After fifteen minutes of strolling, we picked an Italian place that had a table available outside. We-everyone but Grammy, who wasn't ready to face me yet-sat silently and looked over the menu. The waiter came, we ordered, and when the menus had been collected, the conversation turned to the weather and how the local teams had been faring in football. I could tell the "topic of interest" was being politely ignored, and I gathered my strength. It was time to throw down.
"So, Dad," I began. He was sitting directly across the table. "I guess we should talk about me being gay."
Silence. We all sort of tried to look at one another. Clearly everyone was surprised by my outburst.
Dad had not expected to be challenged in such a manner, and I could tell Cindy was looking away, perhaps to stifle a laugh. I looked desperately toward her for support. She looked at my father.
He said, "Well, Jay, all I have to say is: if you're going to do that, you might as well kill somebody."
I think my sister's bread fell out of her mouth.
****
Friday, February 22, 2013
Against Gay Marriage?
I’d like to respond Byron Edgington’s “Case Against Gay Marriage” from our last
issue. Why have I waited so long? I didn’t read it until nearly two weeks after
the issue went live. My job at Wilde Oats mostly has to do with the fiction: acknowledging
submissions, reading them, sending out acceptance or rejection notices, and editing
a few. I also write an occasional review or a rant. As managing editor, I
delegate responsibilities to the other members of the team and nag them to keep
on task. The rest of the stuff I don’t see until it’s up. Well, after those two
weeks, the holidays were upon us, so I made a mental note to write something
about the article for the WO blog. Then I forgot. Now I’ve remembered.
Edgington doesn’t make a case against gay marriage; he makes a case against
marriage, period. More accurately, he makes a case against contemporary
attitudes toward one’s own marriage and people’s commitment to commitment. He
makes it very clear that he feels gay couples should be allowed to do
anything heterosexual couples can. The question he poses is: “Why would they
want to?”
That married couples enjoy a large number of
financial benefits and legal protections is only part of the answer. Laws can
be changed to grant the same privileges to civil unions. They haven’t, but they
could be. The fact remains that, in the United States at least, heterosexual
couples rarely enter into a civil union—they get married or they “shack up”. Gay
couples may only choose the latter. Moreover, the very term civil union implies that marriage is a
religious bond as opposed to a legal one.
In demanding the right to marry, same-sex couples are
not only asking for equal treatment; they are making a statement. They’re
letting the bigots know they are not promiscuous bed-hoppers who cruise the
bars looking for their “trick du jour”.
Legalizing same-sex marriage would constitute an official recognition of their
integrity and their worth as human beings. It would mean the acceptance of the validity
of their relationship. I know many unmarried gay couples who introduce their
partners as “my hubby”.
Edgington suggests that qualifying a marriage as “same-sex”
is of itself demeaning. But the qualifier will only stay as long as marriage is
limited to one man and one woman. How can one propose a law legalizing
marriage? It’s already legal. The initiative I voted against last November laid out a
definition of marriage that excluded same-sex couples, but nowhere was the word
itself used. Nowhere where two people of
the same gender can marry puts “same-sex” on the license; no one ever says, “I’d like
you to meet my same-sex husband.” And until marriage is a nationwide right, “civil
union” will implicitly contain that qualifier.
Now, if it were ever proposed that gays be required to marry, I’d fight against it
tooth and nail.
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
EXCERPT: Hawk's Flight, science fiction from Brian Holliday
(c) Eve Le Dez |
EXCERPT
Hawk glanced down the table quickly, trying for nonchalance. He always looked, but the view never changed. Either Concho had a locker full of black leather pants and vests, or he always wore the same ones. Hawk knew there'd be black boots under the table, and the belt with its hammered silver circles that echoed the man's name. He wore nothing else, save a silver chain around his neck and a black head scarf that served to keep long, greasy black hair out of his face. A narrow black mustache framed his thin lips, and his dark, almost black eyes were fixed on his bowl.
"Hey, why don't you come sit up here, keep me company while we eat?" he called.
He had to strain to hear the quiet, "Nope."
Hawk slowly finished his sandwich, vowing he wouldn't say anything more, but the pressure of silence was too great, and as he stood to return his plate to the recycler, he asked Concho's slender back and broad shoulders, "Why not?"
And Concho replied, as he always did, "Because I don't like you," then went on spooning up his soup.
Read more at http://www.wildeoats.com/fiction_hawksflight.html.
About the author
Brian once tried to live a normal life, but was unable to figure out what it was. Now, when not writing down the stories characters insist on whispering in his ears, he photographs the beautiful Oregon coast, as well as his friends and family when they will hold still for it. Brian reads almost anything, loves listening to jazz and pop, and sings along when he remembers the words. The rest of his time is spent in trying to keep his multiple personalities happy - or at least not fighting one another. Brian believes that his writing would still exist only in a dusty pile of spiral-bound notebooks if it weren't for the dedication and encouragement of some great online friends and his writing group, the WordCrafters.
Illustration: Eve Le Dez
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
EXCERPT: The Year One, by Richard Natale
Art by Charlie Cochet - see below. |
Excerpt
Tom closed his eyes and lay back in his seat, feeling relaxed and exhilarated at the same time. The colonel's hand reached across and stroked the back of his head. Tom didn't react fearing that if he did, the colonel might stop. Then he leaned in and loosened Tom's tie and gently unbuttoned his shirt. The sensation of Dore's sweat against his face and the taste of his warm, thick saliva made Tom's head reel.
Dore said things to him that afternoon no man should ever say to anyone but his wife. Later, in the colonel's musty, dimly lit office, Dore ordered Tom to take off his clothes. He obediently disrobed, but fumbled with the khaki shorts that would reveal his arousal. In one swift motion, the colonel yanked them down around his ankles, undid the buttons of his fly and forced himself on Tom. The pain frightened him, less because of the brutal discomfort than the blinding desire that accompanied it.
Read the story in its entirety on Wilde Oats.
About author Richard Natale.
Richard Natale is a Los Angeles-based writer, reporter and columnist for such publications as the Los Angeles Times, L.A. Weekly, Buzz magazine and Variety. His play "Shuffle Off This Mortal Buffalo" won the National Playwrights competition and was staged in Los Angeles and Kansas City. His feature film "Green Plaid Shirt", which he wrote and directed, premiered at L.A.'s Outfest, was a closing night selection at the Palm Springs Film Festival and was shown at more than 20 film festivals around the world. It remains a best-selling DVD through Wolfe Video. Natale recently completed a novel, Junior Willis, set in Los Angeles in summer, 1969. He is at work on a second novel, Café Eisenhower, set in Eastern Europe following the fall of the Berlin Wall, the first chapter of which was excerpted in Wilde Oats under the title "Refrigeration Blues.
Saturday, February 9, 2013
Review of The City of Lovely Brothers by Anel Viz and an interview with the author
Our readers are all familiar with Anel Viz’s
stories. He has contributed to all our issues so far— and we’ve accepted
another for our April issue.
This morning, Lloyd Meeker posted a review of his The City of Lovely Brothers on Jessewave and also an
interview on his blog, in which they
talk more about how Anel came to write the book and his ideas on writing in
general. All very meaty and well worth
checking out.
City of Lovely
Brothers
is available from Silver Publishing, also Amazon
and other distributers of ebooks.
Monday, February 4, 2013
Wilde Oats is on the Monday Morning Excerpt Blog!
For this week’s
excerpt, Eric Spector posted the opening chapter of Anel Viz’s story from our
current issue, “An Island Interlude”. He
also provides some basic information on our zine, and Anel tells why he submits
a story to us every issue. The reasons he gives are very flattering.
Eric’s blog has
a lot of loyal followers and gets lots
of hits. Great publicity for the zine you love to love!Friday, February 1, 2013
EXCERPT: Ghost in the White House, by Christopher T. Moss
The following is from "Ghosts in the White House" by Christopher "Kit" Moss. You can read it in its entirety in our current issue of Wilde Oats.
The ball was still well underway when the President managed to slip out. He hurried away knowing that if she caught him leaving, Harriet would come after him. He thought he would fall asleep the moment his head touched the pillows in that big canopied bed. He hoped he would dream, dream not of Nikolai but of Rufus, the love of his life.
But instead he lay on his accustomed side of the bed, this time in the Presidential quarters of the White House exhausted but far too keyed up to sleep. He had heard the clock chime the three o'clock hour, knowing that morning was both too long and too short a time for his weary mind and body. He congratulated himself on his promise, in his inauguration speech, not to run for a second term. He did not think he could take another day like the past one.
"Ah, Rufus," Buchanan sighed aloud. He patted the counterpane next to him. "I don't imagine they would have let us share this bed. But I still miss you and wish you were here."
As he lay on his back with his hands folded prayerfully on his chest he thought he felt the edge of the bed sink under some pressure.
"But Jamie, I am here."
James stiffened. He dared not turn his head toward the familiar drawl. "Rufus?" he croaked.
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Tuesday, January 29, 2013
At Wilde Oats, the editing staff has been discussing the importance of getting some "new blood" to submit some stories for consideration - writers that have not contributed to the journal before, or maybe those who have only contributed a few times in the past several years.
At present, Wilde Oats is run entirely through the energy of a volunteer staff made up of people who believe in the importance of providing online a source for high quality literary fiction and non-fiction with - out of deference for Wilde - a gay male theme. Thus, we are unable to pay authors and artists. However, we have built a good reputation over the years, and appearance in our journal means something. Also, the author/artist gets some great exposure for his or her work.
In the future, we will be presenting some special incentives to authors in the form of literary contests. Stay tuned for more! Meanwhile, please know that we accept submissions year-round; inclusion in a specific issue requires that you submit up to one month before the issue goes live (deadline for August is June 30; for December is October 31; for April is February 28/29). We publish short stories up to 15,000 words in general, although longer pieces may be considered on a case-by-case basis. We also publish non-fiction essays on a gay theme, and interviews and book reviews.
If you have any further questions, please contact our editors for information.
At present, Wilde Oats is run entirely through the energy of a volunteer staff made up of people who believe in the importance of providing online a source for high quality literary fiction and non-fiction with - out of deference for Wilde - a gay male theme. Thus, we are unable to pay authors and artists. However, we have built a good reputation over the years, and appearance in our journal means something. Also, the author/artist gets some great exposure for his or her work.
In the future, we will be presenting some special incentives to authors in the form of literary contests. Stay tuned for more! Meanwhile, please know that we accept submissions year-round; inclusion in a specific issue requires that you submit up to one month before the issue goes live (deadline for August is June 30; for December is October 31; for April is February 28/29). We publish short stories up to 15,000 words in general, although longer pieces may be considered on a case-by-case basis. We also publish non-fiction essays on a gay theme, and interviews and book reviews.
If you have any further questions, please contact our editors for information.
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Issue 12
Issue 12 is live at www.wildeoats.com. It features several great new stories and interviews. It is the second issue featuring our brand new design - we hope you like the new look. Enjoy!
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